ramblings

In a school environment, everything's easy, everything's structured and ready there for you to dissolve yourself in. You see people every day, you talk, you make friends, you laugh, you cry. And then you get to uni, where everythings a mish-mash, everything is everywhere. People flit past quickly and silently, sometimes stopping by to stay hello on their daily, nay, hourly run to class. I know I have flaws and maybe I don't always make the effort either. But, the connections are less deep, the friends less close. I miss that.

I miss being so close to someone you could tell them anything, and listen in return.

Yet I've found that going to uni has afforded a certain sense of freedom in personality. Discovering who I really am, what I'm most comfortable with, and who I'm most comfortable with. It's surprising, eye-opening, and above all joyful, because you can return (even if its not much at all) to the state you were in when the world was a simpler place.

I wish to be young again.